I feel a panic attack coming on:
What do I think I am doing? (The baby just put the thermometer in the toilet.) How can I keep this going? (She did WHAT to her hair?) Who am I going to let down today? (We need to do more writing practice in school today) What if I am doing it wrong? (I have to call that client and see how they are doing?) What if I offend someone? (I lost another customer and I don't know why.) I know I am doing it wrong. (I have two doctor appointments today and somehow have to fit ancient history in between appointments.) I am too weak to deal with this. (no a paper cut never killed anyone.) Something is going to come crashing down on me. (Why won't they LISTEN to me?) I am sure that every other homeschool mom is getting twice as much done as I am, I know because I see their perfect blogposts. I know that I should be doing more to get my business built. (but I need more time!!)
Stop the madness! Take a deep breath! Have some tea! <breathe>
Somehow I will get to the end of the day and stand in awe of what I got done. And collapse on the bed in utter exhaustion.